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Sooooo tired!! Who would have thought this week would be so tiring. After that huge paper last week, the furthest thing on my mind was doing assignments and a final. But man, after finishing that, I'm just exhausted. School's not as easy as it seemed back in college. Maybe it's because I'm working as well and trying to have a somewhat normal life. This is why I have to go to kung fu training, to blow off steam. I build up a lot of steam at work. This week in particular. All I want to do now is shower and collapse. Perhaps I'll do that. Next week doesn't look to appealing. Much in the way of overtime. Yay for money but boo to being overworked and underpaid.

late nights and energy drinks

I didn't think I'd be up to doing this again, studying. How strange it is to be up trying to finish an assignment after a whole year of, well, not. I'm tired beyond tired considering I actually have to be present at work everyday at 7am. How glorious! Caffeine is my friend once again. I always tell myself that I'll try to get up early and do something, but that never happens. And then there's the procrastination, like I'm doing now. Okay time to get off the internet and continue working. Have to finish by midnight! That's the goal for tonight.

Miley Cyrus????

I never thought I would like music by this new breed of teen pop musicians but I was listening to the radio at work and Miley Cyrus' The Climb came on. I had no idea who sang it until I Googled it and took a double take. Miley Cyrus???? Me, like a song by Miley Cyrus?? What's next Taylor Swift? Jonas Brothers??? But anyway, I like the song. Actually, I feel like this could be my anthem right about now.

I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

The struggles I’m facing,
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes they might knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,
cause

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb